My final instalment of personal reflection (promise!!!) is very recent. In fact it happened three weeks ago so that’s why it is fresh in my mind. It’s distressing in parts but I feel it may be useful.
I was teaching a charming and intelligent woman from South Africa how to use the Internet at an Inner City project I work on. Like me, she’s an Anglican –we both like Desmond Tutu very much, neither of us like Robert Mugabe, and apart from this we get on very well.
Unlike me she’s had a very hard life. She was born in Soweto during the Apartheid era – she received little or no education because of Apartheid policies – and she only survived the massacre in Soweto because her mother had the foresight to get out with her family days before the killing began. She still is dumfounded at how the Boers who called themselves Christians could shoot her people in the street as if culling animals. She’s a lovely woman and a brave one.
Well I was teaching her how to use hyperlinks and contents tabs etc. with the example of the BBC website (which I think is well designed). She obviously wanted to see the South African News so we went to the South Africa page –I hoped there would be something interesting regarding tourism in South Africa (or such like)because I actually do think learning should be relaxed and enjoyable as far as is possible.
However the lead story on the South African page for the day concerned the serious problem of rape and torture of lesbian women by male gangs in South Africa. My friend became very distressed – learning about the internet was over for the day and we needed to have a chat.
The first reason for her distress was obviously the cruelty of the story and the disturbing, deeply distressing images – but it transpired there was also some ‘cognitive dissonance’ going on in her. She told me that she had always understood that there are no gays or lesbians in Africa – so the story amazed her. Then after a little more conversation she told me that Aids was actually blamed on male homosexuals in the circles she moved in with a story circulating that it originally came from a man having sex with a monkey (here we have a persecution myth if ever there was one – I understand that there is some speculation by scientist that AIDS may have come from some sort of monkey ,but the speculation is that that the monkey transmitted it through scratching a human being without specifying the sexual orientation of the person - because this is unknown).
Well I had a long chat with my friend and she was amazingly open to new suggestion about how to understand all of the conflicting information she was trying to deal with; amazingly and wonderfully open in fact. I just reflect how lucky I am that whatever prejudices I have inherited are not informed by real suffering and the twisting up and distortion of genuine grievance.
Blessings
Dick