That’s Origen - chatting with Dave - but also addressing us.
It’s not motivation. It’s time. There’s only so many hours in a day. And my time is pretty booked (i.e. learning languages, social media engagement, helping a homeopath, promote and publish a repertory, church and wisdom traditions, etc.).
At the end of the day, those presenting the best logical arguments - doesn’t make a theological concept true. And I’m sure God will tell, the logicians among us - the same thing…At the end of time.
One can use logic and scripture - to prove:
We are all products, of a hard, theological determinism (Puppets on a string, in the Matrix trilogy)
Everything in Christianity, is ideas in the mind of God . No matter. Never mind. (i.e. Mary Baker Eddy and Bishop Berkeley)
The earth is flat (see youtu.be/VNqNnUJVcVs)
Etc.
But it doesn’t make it true.